THE SONG IS AWESOME!! A R rahman and Vairamuthu... GENIUSES i tell u!!
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23 September 2009
Right here, right now everything seems like a dream and yet i can still sense the reality. Its an amazing feeling. Hopefully it doesn't turn out to be the too good to be true kind.( I keep my fingers crossed)
Feel like crying, tearing smth, throwing things arnd. Its like all the negative feelings are just flooding my senses. I stare at it and NOTHING goes in. I see 2 different things on my working and the answer sheet. To add to the fury, PROMOS IS IN 1 WEEK!!! and i feel "soooooooooo" prepared. Argh!!
This week, my emotions have been experiencing a thrilling roller coaster ride. Its like they are UP at positive infinity then goes all the way down to negative infinity.
THIS is life! DEAL with it!!
I want more time to mug.
u noe what? no matter how much time they give u for mugging, u are gonna say that!
Why was i slacking? Should have started earlier. I m gonna start earlier next time
Thats what they all say but never end up doing it just like new year resolutions.lol
I m gonna kick myself.
Good! at least then u might see the light!!
Ok. must stay positive. its just promos rite??
YEA RITE!!
ok i have to go and study NOW!!
Finally!! came to your senses. So proud of u!!
-a conversation that my brain is having with itself.
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11 September 2009
YAY!! I finally got a NEW laptop. Its awesome and small. My dad was teasing me when i said its kinda small. He said " small laptops are for small pple. how appropriate!" lol. I wonder where i got my small genes from? lol. Anyway, here is my new laptop. ( I m writing this using my NEW laptop:) )
so cute and small:)
oh hey WING HAY!! HERE IS YOUR DEDICATION!:)
I really miss u and all the times i sit next to u during lab sessions and combine lecture. I miss your hyperness and cuteness. It has been really a long time since i saw u or talk to u. Every time we want to go out smth will crop up. :( Its ok we WILL go out soon!! U noe what i will never forget the times i spend with u and si hui. U guys rocked my world. Seriously. I think the only reason i survived boring lessons was cause u guys were there. LOVE U SO MUCH!! hope you are doing fine at AJ. Always smile!! Your smile is damn cute btw:) And stay HAPPY:) U will always have a special place in my heart:)
There u go wing hay. :)
Sept holidays werent exceptionally great. But you know what i actually mugged!! thats a super big surprise!! shld do that more often. I actually feel good after mugging. haha.
I went for Academy day prac. Jivenaah was telling us abt how crazy her seniors were and what they used to do. I told her that my seniors were even more crazier and i just had to tell 1 particular incident and she was like ok no one can beat that!! haha. oh well pracs have been quite fun for now. Cant wait for tmr's performance!!
Alright, got to go and do PW.
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07 September 2009
It has been a long time since i actually updated. I mean SERIOUSLY A LONG LONG TIME. I dont know why but suddenly i got this inspiration to update. Lets see where to start.....
I FREAKING MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE THERE!! REALLY!! Monday was the best. I got to meet all my cedarian friends and memories were simply coming back like a tornado. I felt really good meeting them. It really has been a long time since we (SAPTA) got together and talked abt our lives and other very important stuffs that will be very useful for our lives. Oh special thanks to sindhu for telling mr omer abt lightbulb. THANKS ALOT SINDHU. I TOTALLY NEEDED THAT!! haha... sigh...I miss everyone!! REALLY!! So i decided to write a small dedication to Sapta.
1) Geetha- I really miss dancing with u gal!! Remember we were the only sec 1s in the syf 2005, and we were totally terrified of our super HOT seniors. haha. I remember crying a few days before SYF cos they scolded us so badly. Then of course we danced together in every dance frm there on and it was really fun esp the times we were bitching abt our dance trs. HAHA!! Oh yes also totally miss your feminist talks. HAHA!! LOVE YOU LOADS:)
2)Nandini - Gal i miss spending time with u every break and i miss your high pitch scream that can be heard yards and yards across the canteen haha. I noe alot of things happened. But let me tell u smth U ARE BEAUTIFUL AND PRECIOUS... and no body can ever deny that. If they cant see that then they are BLIND and they should go see the doctor. haha. Pls always keep that million watt smile on your face and stay happy:) LOVE YOU LOADS!!
3) Sangee- I really miss dancing with you and camwhoring with you! haha. Not to mention that u were the only one whom i don have to look up to literally. haha. In RJ i look up to 99.99% of pple.:( Also miss the ridiculous punch dialogues that u and jaan come up with. haha. " shoe kalattuna.... socks theriyum" haha damn nonsense but hilarious. hope that u are doing fine in nj. keep in touch and LOVE YOU LOADS!!
4) Shah- I really miss all the bus and train rides back home. Thats when we talk abt the most stupidest and randomest things ever. haha. oh yea how can i forget abt your wonderful handwriting which u were super proud of. haha..pls tell me you haven changed it. How's charcoal. its really cute that u are still counting the no.of days. every time u send me an sms abt your anniversary i m like "so cute". sorry cant help it. BTW LOADS TO UPDATE... i think i updated everyone else ready. MEET UP quick so i can update u:) LOVE U LOADS:)
5) Sindhu the gundu- thats how i stored your no. in my phone btw. How's SH!! stop thinking abt SH and study lah!! aiyoh. haha. i really miss your "wise words" and the fact that i ALWAYS see you standing in front of the school for being so "punctual" for school. i was so proud of you cos only u can be "soooooooo punctual". hahaha!! and how can i forget everything also must take taxi rite, miss taxi?? u should ask bikerman!! Oh yes i totally miss ponning bio and physics combine lecture with u!! i tell u if u were in my school or i was in your school i think we will be ponning every single lecture. haha. I miss u loads and LOVE U SO MUCH!!:)
p.s. I M NOT NAUGHTY!! i m a GOOD GIRL:)
6) Vaynii aka mandai- i m telling u i will never forget your sentence that u came up with for "aatraamai" hahahaha. Hillarious!! I still laugh like a maniac thinking abt it. Oh yes how can i not praise your slowness!! even when u talk on the phone also must talk so slowly. kadavuale. as much as we teased u for that, i really miss that.. oh yes its really great that u got back your voice...i still love your deep deep voice. when u are sick pls call me and talk to me in that voice. haha. miss your pranks!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m feel deprived now. shld do it when we meet again.:) btw the summary abt your life thing is a great idea!! damn proud esp to think that i was such a positive influence in your life. u owe me one. haha. LOVE U LOADS:)
7) Archana- I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN U!!! although i don really call and talk to u as much as i did last year, u will always have a special place in my heart:) i mean it...:) LOVE U AND MISS U!!
Words cannot explain how much miss them and love them. Without these pple i dont think my life will be complete. All i wish right now is that i will have the blessing to remember the wonderful and special times i had with them and that they will always be close to my heart:) GOD BLESS THEM ALL!!
