Right here, right now everything seems like a dream and yet i can still sense the reality. Its an amazing feeling. Hopefully it doesn't turn out to be the too good to be true kind.( I keep my fingers crossed)
Feel like crying, tearing smth, throwing things arnd. Its like all the negative feelings are just flooding my senses. I stare at it and NOTHING goes in. I see 2 different things on my working and the answer sheet. To add to the fury, PROMOS IS IN 1 WEEK!!! and i feel "soooooooooo" prepared. Argh!!
- This week, my emotions have been experiencing a thrilling roller coaster ride. Its like they are UP at positive infinity then goes all the way down to negative infinity.
- THIS is life! DEAL with it!!
- I want more time to mug.
- u noe what? no matter how much time they give u for mugging, u are gonna say that!
- Why was i slacking? Should have started earlier. I m gonna start earlier next time
- Thats what they all say but never end up doing it just like new year resolutions.lol
- I m gonna kick myself.
- Good! at least then u might see the light!!
- Ok. must stay positive. its just promos rite??
- YEA RITE!!
- ok i have to go and study NOW!!
- Finally!! came to your senses. So proud of u!!
-a conversation that my brain is having with itself.
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